Its 3:27 am. I’m switching between my notes, twitter, Instagram, and texting my bestfriend. I don’t know what it has come to but all I can seem to do is dream of a better day every time I lay my head down.
My mind seem like it’s racing against the clocks, switching from job to relationship to family to community building. I can’t seem to focus on one thing right now. It seem as if time is literally passing me by and I’m just watching it. I have so many dreams that I’m just sleeping on but can’t seem to find the motivation to really do them.
What if I just quit my job and live out every dream, but then what am I suppose to do financially?
What if I just stay longer and invest the money in leaving, but how am I suppose to sustain my sanity, my peace?
There’s just so much I can’t even begin to process one thing. I hope that some day I can have a peace of mind. That’s all I’m asking for.